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Name: Ashura chan Gender: female Location: Currently, the 7th circle of Hell. Sign: Boar & Lion Email: Piglet9161@hotmail.com MSN Messenger: Look above :P Layout: (Christina Speaking) Dammit, since I did this layout, I'M describing it. >:D It's Lain from Serial Experiments Lain in a lovely cropped rectangular shape with the spatter brushes from hell. Font is Enya.
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She last sent them back to hell at 08:16 a.m. Saturday, January 24, 2004
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She last sent them back to hell at 05:16 p.m. Monday, November 24, 2003
Sorry, sorry
I know it has been a while since I last worte a lot has happened in the past few weeks, some i don't care to discuss some is up for grabs. My mom is here and she is trading in my car for a different car. :P I got a hair cut today and was surprised and how much a simple cut costs. I will now always wait until i go home to korea to get a hair cut. I have two tests this week. yuck. Justin I miss you too. Kristin I saw you last week comeinto my class to fix the comp. but i was in the back and didn't want to yell and wave like and idiot. well of to finish studying.
She last sent them back to hell at 07:58 p.m. Sunday, November 2, 2003
Men are dogs, and my sister's husband is a prime example.
She last sent them back to hell at 02:11 p.m. Sunday, September 28, 2003
a history lesson for tina-ya
Ok on the Coreaand korea thing. When japan ruled korea it changed the spelling from c to k so that the korean would always be behind them in the alphabet since they saw koreans has lower then them. the debate about changing the name back to corea is something that has been going around for a few years.. end lesson
She last sent them back to hell at 04:29 p.m. Wednesday, September 24, 2003
I am lock in my head with what I've done
Today has been a long day and very emotional on my part. Did something I haven't done in a long time, think. Sounds silly but I've been on shut-off mode for about a year now. And now the n flood gates are open and I see what is beyond them and it does not please me. I realized just how utterly and completely alone i am right now. I have no one. I am back to where i was four years ago. What i thought i had is an illusion that drew upon in the canvas of my mind. How the brillant colors blinded me from the truth, the harsh reality of life. That i was mean to be alone. I will always be alone. And there is nothing I can do to solve it. hehe.... almost everyone out there except a very few, who read this journal, do not know this side of, many have never seen it, I ask how can you know a person who you don't even truly know. I don't share myself like you do, I can't , I won't and that is what torments me so. The total isolation from everyone, but then i do it to myself. God how i have become, forgive me hee-ya. I know i must disappoint you. To go to one of the strongest people you knew into proably one of the weakest. ironic in a way. what else is there to say. Oh yeah, thank you, eric, for fucking up my life in way you will never understand.
She last sent them back to hell at 07:32 p.m. Monday, September 22, 2003
a warm place
Very tired. Mind very disorganized. need rest, and peace of mind. Not of which i find here. May this isn't right, I have all I could ever asked for and more but still I lack...I wish i new what it was. I wish i knew. off now....don't know where but if i find it I will tell you
She last sent them back to hell at 09:47 p.m. Monday, September 15, 2003
cheddar and garlic biscuits yyyyyummmmmmmmmmm
so today was school. Tomorrow is school and work. Tina_ya I miss you. I'm going to call you tomorrow night or so and tell you about something. You are going to flip your shit.
HAHAHAHA. Got you interested yet? So my mom isn't going to come until oct 27. now. she keeps changing her arrival date. Aigoo. Well i have hw so until next time. I AM A BANANA
She last sent them back to hell at 05:02 p.m. Thursday, September 11, 2003
Viz is putting out Basara, tina-ya. I bought it. Guess what, RG VEDA and Tokyo BAbylon are being published by Tokyopop in 2004. I read it at rightstuf.com. I'm so happy. HAd a good day at work.Japanese class is fun. well I need to shower.
She last sent them back to hell at 07:32 p.m. Friday, September 5, 2003
So here I am at 7:47 with no hw to do and no one to talk to. I don't know. Once again I float in the void, not knowing where excatly I am going with my life or even if i will be anything other then being miserable. I look and i don't like the direction my life is taking. Where am I going? What am I doing with my life? These questions I can not answer. Anyway, I sit and ponder and i just depress myself so i think i'm going to go and read the manga I picked up today. YAH! Wild Act 2
She last sent them back to hell at 07:47 p.m. Wednesday, September 3, 2003
HAHAHAHAHA.... I love how pity people are. Tina-ya I think you are handling this well don't worry about that person who is trying to put you down. because it is true you know your shit better then she does. I Don'tthink I will make it for thanksgiving becauase my rents are going to be in the states so I don't know. AS for YAoi con how much is it going to cost. Email me your phone number and we will talk. I just hope you still check my blog. Well I'm going to go watch elven goodness AKA Legolas.
She last sent them back to hell at 11:36 a.m. Monday, September 1, 2003
Well school is finally back in and yeah first day and i already messing up. I wanted to speak korean in Japanese. Got out at 9:30am and wentto the book store and i was anally raped on books. I got two books that i need for my JAPN 1001 and it cost me 110.64 FOR TWO FRIGGIN' BOOKS. ugh. Tina-ya e-mail me your phone number so i can call you. I Miss u. I actually like my scehdule this semster so yah! for me. Off to feed.
She last sent them back to hell at 06:52 p.m. Monday, August 25, 2003

You must like to spank or be spanked, because your
romance is remeniscent of Secretary. A truly
modern love story, it shows that you don't need
to be conventional to be normal. You're
probably the type that owns a whole lot more
leather than what's upholstering your car or
sofa. Yeah, you know what I mean.
What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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She last sent them back to hell at 01:19 p.m. Sunday, August 10, 2003

Well I always knew it but now this t-shirt says it
for me! Yay!
What Are You From www.Engrish.com?
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She last sent them back to hell at 08:05 a.m. Saturday, August 9, 2003

You are a Silent Dreamer...
Some say your a freak, others say your very
blunt, but the truth is your just
misunderstood. You understand a lot more then
you let on, but that doesn't stop you from
letting them think what they want. Who cares?
Your you, that's all thats importaint.
What kind of Dreamer are you?
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You're Yuki - the mouse.
Which Fruits Basket Character Are You?
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She last sent them back to hell at 07:53 a.m. Saturday, August 9, 2003
Hey, well yeah I'm in korea still but i will return. Tina-ya i found Wild rock in the electronic market. Brand new copy for 10,000. So happy. I almost creamed myself when i found it. Everything in myong-dong and the electronic market is changed or gone. Off to the mini-mart to pick up some gifts. later.
She last sent them back to hell at 01:14 p.m. Tuesday, July 29, 2003
eating steamed sweet potatoes
So yeah, i'm in korea and I tried to email andrew but his e-mail account doesn't exist anymore, so baby, if you read this you need to e-mail me. Took CYn to market and to base she is so excited. Her uncle is coming to pick us up tonight for a few days. I kinda don't want to go because i want to spend time with my family. oh well. well i'm off to attack the sweet potatoes.
She last sent them back to hell at 03:50 p.m. Wednesday, July 16, 2003
HAHAHAHA! some people shouldn't talking aboutthings that they don't know shit about it is too funny. I just read meghan's journal and she mentioned north korea and it is just so funny because she has no idea what the fuck she is talking about. Well Cyn and me leave for korea in less then 24 hours and yeah it should be fun. two and a half weeks. yeah.
She last sent them back to hell at 11:32 a.m. Sunday, July 13, 2003
feverish and dizzy
So i'm sick and it is hard to see straight so i didn';t go to work because that would involve driving, a task that i can't do right now without maybe getting into a wreck. SO i've been sleeping and sweating out this fever. everytime i get up my legs give out on me,i realizedlast night that i want to go home. I REALLY REALLY want to go home. I want a break from here i can't take it. I just want to go home and leave everything behind. Maybe i won't come back. I'm thinking about it. Who would cry if i left , who would feel my passing? My this is the fever talking i don't know.i should eat but i don't know. maybe i'll just starve myself to death. it isn't like i'm not skinny enough already. i'll go now
She last sent them back to hell at 03:07 p.m. Saturday, June 28, 2003
Well my ticket home is scheduled for the 14 of july. I'll be going home and taking CYn with me. But i will return. I just need a change i think right now. Maybe an image change of something. Work is work. School is school and i hate math. well that is enough for now.
She last sent them back to hell at 07:12 p.m. Sunday, June 22, 2003

You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
turmoiled but pull off peace.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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The Jackal
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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~Otaku~ You are a fun loving, tomboyish girl! You
love anime and video-games, and can hang out as
youself around your friends. You are unique and
individual and don't care much about what
others think of you. You take great pleasure in
kicking everyone's ass in your favourite video
game! Shame on you...n.n;
What Type Of Girl Are You?
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being an otaku is bad. nnnnoooooooooo
She last sent them back to hell at 10:22 p.m. Sunday, June 15, 2003
Your Heart is Grey
What Color is Your Heart?
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She last sent them back to hell at 04:03 p.m. Sunday, June 8, 2003

You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.
How Depressed are You?
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She last sent them back to hell at 07:49 p.m. Thursday, June 5, 2003
| I am the Anti-Seducer Seducers draw you in by the focused, individualized attention they pay to you. Anti-seducers are the opposite: insecure, self-absorbed, and unable to grasp the psychology of another person, they literally repel. Anti-Seducers have no self-awareness, and never realise when they are pestering, imposing, talking too much. Root out anti-seductive qualities in yourself, and recognise them in others - there is no pleasure or profit in dealing with the Anti-Seducer. Symbol: The Crab. In a harsh world, the crab survives by its hardened shell, by the threat of its pincers and by burrowing into the sand. No one dares get too close. But the Crab cannot surprise ists enemy and has little mobility. Its defensive strength is its supreme limitation. |
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She last sent them back to hell at 06:47 p.m. Thursday, June 5, 2003

She last sent them back to hell at 02:09 p.m. Thursday, June 5, 2003
I know it has been forever and a day since i wrote my last entry. I got a job so i'm actually working now. HAnging out with Andrew a lot. But other then that i'm just being my normal anti-social self. I work tomorrow the joy. But at least i get paid this weekend so that is cool. Promised i would take Andrew out to dinner when i got paid. So i will. So yeah life is ....life Don't know what else to say about it. I Realize the pace and futility of life now that i started working, It is a cycle and it isn't fun. I like working but yet it makes life seems so useless at the same time. I don't know maybe i'm just underestimating what the true meaning of life is. If there is a meaning. I'm about ready to call school quits for a semester and go back home. But i won't i can't quit I know that much. Besides my parents qould just be sooooo Thrilled. HA! Well anyway, Tina I'm glad you are having fun in CAli, Miss ya. Russell glad things are going well. Cyn make a damn entry
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She last sent them back to hell at 12:40 p.m. Monday, May 12, 2003

The Yaoi Selector: Which Seme are You?
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She last sent them back to hell at 12:33 p.m. Monday, May 12, 2003

Your Zoe! Your Elmo's best friend and you have the
ability to speak in two different languages!
What Sesame Street Character Are You?
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just makes you want to huggle a bunny until his brains come out his ears
She last sent them back to hell at 12:59 p.m. Saturday, May 10, 2003

Rough: You are the Rough Sex Freak. You like it
rough and hard. ::smack:: You like wings,
chains, and swing sets. You love someone to
pull your hair and do you hard. Be careful
with your sex partners because once they are
done with sex, they will leave you flat.
What Type Of Sex Freak Are You?
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this is my way to live
What about yours?
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I took the fruity fruit quiz
made by rav-chan
Check out which fruit you are
She last sent them back to hell at 04:14 p.m. Friday, May 9, 2003
Last day of classes. Yeah.... Today is my mom's birthday so yeah... taking her out to dinner and then to the male strip show. She should enjoy that but anyway
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You are heterosexual.
What is your sexual orientation?
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As if there was any doubt
She last sent them back to hell at 09:18 a.m. Friday, May 9, 2003
I know i haven't been able to update ecept for stupid quizzes but hey just didn't have the energy to write. OMG Russell and Phillip are dating....all my yaoi fantasies in ...real life. And yes Russell i don't care what you say you are the uke. UKE. UKE. *~I'm a little fairy here's my wings~* But anyway. I hate studying and studying and studying more, that is why i took a break yesterday and just spent time with Andrew because i haven't spent anytime with him. soon school with be over then i have two weeks to find a job before summer classes. Well tired just wanted to state that the yaoi couple and yeah ...end thought
She last sent them back to hell at 09:38 p.m. Sunday, May 4, 2003

You are every goth-kids dream!
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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She last sent them back to hell at 04:34 p.m. Sunday, May 4, 2003

pierce
What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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She last sent them back to hell at 07:41 p.m. Thursday, May 1, 2003

The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
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| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Moderate |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Extreme |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Very Low |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Extreme |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | High |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | High |
She last sent them back to hell at 08:47 p.m. Wednesday, April 30, 2003
Today I found out that a firend of mine commited suicide. Just decide life wasn't worth living and killed himself. And here i sit and try and fight back tears. He was a great guy. I enjoyed his company whenever i saw him and now he is gone. I don't have anyone to joke with about certain things. He is just gone. And i just want to cry, and cry and cry. I don't want to do anything. just curl up in a ball and cry and be anti-social. This is what happens when you get close to people you get hurt and i'm hurting. How could he be so selfish? Doesn't he know the pain he would cause? I can'tthink anymore i'm off.
She last sent them back to hell at 04:30 p.m. Sunday, April 27, 2003
ok new jounral. Needing new layout but oo lazy to try and make one myself plus i know squat about design. My parents are in and oh yeah i crashed my car just got into an accident last thursday on the way home from school. Wasn't my fault it was the other person's but still I ended up crashing into a concrete barrier and busted my radiator and who knows what else. Well anyway, things happen life moves on I'm not dead so i guess i should be happy about it, but i have been having morbid thoughts lately and well can't say to much about it. I feel numb. Andrew called me and made me promise to smile for him today, even though i won't see him today. *sigh * such is life. Must find job.
She last sent them back to hell at 11:01 a.m. Wednesday, April 9, 2003